so this is how it works.

Once upon a last Thursday night, I was a little depressed but that terrible feeling was moved from me because I read this small part of the things you will all see when I am dead (if you ever comment on my blog you'll be invited to the rockin' funeral I'm gonna have!)- 'What a sweet life we have to live. I hope I am so fortunate as to have this feeling of peace and this happiness often. Sweet, sweet happiness. Nothing could be better. I'm absorbed into my own world of happiness and nothing could suck me out at this moment. ...(at this part you'll have to wait till I'm dead to read:) Don't come a killin' me in the night just cuz you wanna read it so bad, okay? jeez, what people do to read my thoughts these days. It's a little outta hand :) ... I love being so incredibly happy and I almost wish I was this way forever. But I still have enough common sense not to.' (Now this, this is an 'ittle something from while I am alive) Well, let us reflect on this... Well! Was I not the happiest girl!? I wish you all could really have felt how happy I was and for not a single reason at all. I just forced my Self into happiness. But... do you read that last part? I says, "I almost wish I was this way forever. But I still have enough common sense not to." I think about this a lot and I've probably written about it o here, but it's like this... If you're always happy then where's the room for the sadness to compare to the happiness? There would be no HAPPY if there was no SAD. Now would there? Young girl, don't cry...When there's no one else, look inside yourself." said the Christina Aguilera.