Don't Ever Leave Me

Oh! Darling, please believe me

I'll never do you no harm

Believe me when I tell you

I'll never do you no harm

Oh! Darling, if you leave me

When you told me you didn't need me anymore

When you told me you didn't need me anymore

Well you know I nearly fell down and died

You're trying, you know that though. I've only told my Self that two times, of course. I think I've tried everything I can, you see. I was mean. I can be very mean, you know. I tried being nice but then I was too nice. All because I was much too happy. But you understand, don't you? You always do, right? 

"when did you stop?"... "i never actually did"

Well you know I nearly broke down and cried

I'll never make it alone

Believe me when I beg you

Don't ever leave me alone

It Takes Paradise.

Honestly, I love flowers. There is nothing more beautiful than nature. I think the smells of nature are the most beautiful things about it, don't you? With out the smells it wouldn't be half as beautiful. Oh goodness, what if you couldn't smell. Oh heavens! What if you had no nose! That would be too bad.

Hey, next time you go outside... smell. Just breathe through that defining nose of yours because, if you've noticed yet, the world smells so fresh. Sure, those things you stick into the walls are nice smelling but you can tell that they're not alive. They're almost sticky and warm-like. They sound nice though. Wall Flowers. Is that what they're called?

Well, my purpose of this posty is to tell you all to smell.

So... SMELL.

"But you don't know what you've got till it's gone. It takes paradise to put up a parking lot", said the Counting Crows from Two Weeks Notice:)

Nobody's Normal

I love seeing Gil's face every time I come on my blog but I have to post sometime so I might as well post now.

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As I was changing my shirt for the 15th time in today I said to myself, "Self, why the fetch do none of these fetchin' shirts fit me and why do everyone else's shirts seem to fit perfectly fine?!" (I said this with anger in my voice for I was pretty pissed- Tyler said not to say that word. That is why I put it in parentheses cuz parentheses aren't 4reals). And myself said, "Because everyone else's clothes aren't from other people. Everyone else's clothes are bought from things called stores." and I said, "Uh, okay. Well, that's weird. Why can't everyone be normal like me?" And myself whispered eerily, "Nobody's normal." and myself left the room.

I pondered this for a moment and I came to the conclusion that no one is normal. They all just pretend to be that way. And I wondered and am still wondering why in the world some one would do that. Who would want to pretend to be something they're not? Then I realized I probably do that sometimes. (at this point I was freepin' out so myself came back in to make me chillax:) I pretend to be bad when I'm not. I pretend to be afraid. I pretend to like some things that I don't really like at all. I pretend I don't care but I really do, alot. I pretend to suck at everything when I could actually do stuff if only I would let myself. I pretend to be stupid when sometimes I can be smart. I pretend not to but really I do, alot alot alot. At this point I threw my unfitting shirts in the air and I said to myself, "Meh, nobody's normal. Why the heckternanie am I pretending to be?"

So, I grabbed my favorite Llama Sweater and my back pack from Peru and I stumbled out my bedroom door and ate the candy bar Brenna gave me for Christmas. I drank some more milk from the jug Haley gave me for Christmas and muttered "My glass is empty... that suckssss" to myself cuz I'm not pretending anymore.

P.S. I thought of ties all as I wrote this and a smell just came over me that I really really like kind of alot, sometimes... well, all the time and hopefully not forever.