To Window Or Not To Window?

Now that is the question. It is indeed.

This summer all the Man Friends of Cedar Hills 8th Ward would cry out "WhindoOow!!" and I was pretty frustrated for I must know everything there is to know about everyone I know, you see. So, they pretended like there was some big joke about it to make me mad and I found out that it meant nothing at all. It was merely a childish game that one of the Man Friends of Cedar Hills 8th Ward made up on the spot and everyone followed in on it and pretended it meant something.

Well, this is not the Window I speak of.

When Gilbert proposes to Anne, for the first time:) she refuses cuz she doesn't think she loves him and 'Gilbert's just a chum! He's certainly not my idea of a romantic suitor':)

"But everyone expects it. Anne, surely you must feel that way." Gilbert says after she's refused. "But it would be for all the wrong reasons, Gil." she says with tears running down her face. Gilbert looks like he's gonna cry too. (so pretty much I'm sittin' here on the edge of my seat crying:) At the end of the conversation she says she just wants to go on being good friends and she doesn't want anything to change. He has to leave to medical school and she goes and teaches a Girls College (gets proposed to twice while she's there:) and her and Gil meet up again. By then she's realized that Marilla was right. She once said to Marilla that Gilbert's 'hardly my idea of a romantic suitor.' and Marilla said to her,

"Anne, you have tricked something out of that imagination of yours that you call romance. Have you forgotten how he gave up the Avonlea school for y

ou so that you could stay here with me? He picked you up everyday in his carriage so that you could study your courses together. Don't toss it away for some ridiculous ideal that doesn't exist."

But it was too late. Gilbert had proposed to another girl and Anne is very sad and very very upset with her foolishness the first time cuz she's realized she couldn't love anyone else and she was so happy and comfortable around him. She was very sad and so she cried.

I must take baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown. said The Fergie.

Nobody's Normal

I love seeing Gil's face every time I come on my blog but I have to post sometime so I might as well post now.

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As I was changing my shirt for the 15th time in today I said to myself, "Self, why the fetch do none of these fetchin' shirts fit me and why do everyone else's shirts seem to fit perfectly fine?!" (I said this with anger in my voice for I was pretty pissed- Tyler said not to say that word. That is why I put it in parentheses cuz parentheses aren't 4reals). And myself said, "Because everyone else's clothes aren't from other people. Everyone else's clothes are bought from things called stores." and I said, "Uh, okay. Well, that's weird. Why can't everyone be normal like me?" And myself whispered eerily, "Nobody's normal." and myself left the room.

I pondered this for a moment and I came to the conclusion that no one is normal. They all just pretend to be that way. And I wondered and am still wondering why in the world some one would do that. Who would want to pretend to be something they're not? Then I realized I probably do that sometimes. (at this point I was freepin' out so myself came back in to make me chillax:) I pretend to be bad when I'm not. I pretend to be afraid. I pretend to like some things that I don't really like at all. I pretend I don't care but I really do, alot. I pretend to suck at everything when I could actually do stuff if only I would let myself. I pretend to be stupid when sometimes I can be smart. I pretend not to but really I do, alot alot alot. At this point I threw my unfitting shirts in the air and I said to myself, "Meh, nobody's normal. Why the heckternanie am I pretending to be?"

So, I grabbed my favorite Llama Sweater and my back pack from Peru and I stumbled out my bedroom door and ate the candy bar Brenna gave me for Christmas. I drank some more milk from the jug Haley gave me for Christmas and muttered "My glass is empty... that suckssss" to myself cuz I'm not pretending anymore.

P.S. I thought of ties all as I wrote this and a smell just came over me that I really really like kind of alot, sometimes... well, all the time and hopefully not forever.

"Don't Get Your Knickers In A Knot!"

That's from Anne of Green Gables! Did you know I LOVE that movie? Well, I do! That quotes like an old fashioned version of "Don't get your panties in a wad":) Name the movie!... I'll name it for you-The Blindside. That's a good movie but really, nothing can beat Anne of Green Gables!

*Adding to my Summer of 2011 List!- Watch Anne of Green Gables, knit and drink tea (forfakes tea:) and eat little cakes.

Last summer I made my cousin, Luke, pull an Anne of Green Gables All Nighter (A.G.G.A.N.) with me. Then we snuck/sneaked? out to Marisa's house cuz her and Kylie were pulling an all nighter too. And we thought there was an alarm on the window so we didn't touch it:) I felt quite rebellious. I very much like all nighters.

If I owned all the Anne of Green Gables movies I would have A.G.G.A.N.'s every night with myself! Some people hate them movies (meh, I hate some people) but it's probably cuz they can't stand the fact that they'll never get Gilbert cuz he's so freepin' in love with Anne. Yeah, I actually see why you might not be able to watch them movies. It brings tears to my eyes as well. But, ladies, palease! Let us not give up hope!

A Gilbert will someday find us and we will be his Anne!

And hopefully he'll say Sorry just like Gilbert Blythe does:) I think it's pretty adorable, don't you?

This is Gilbert's Oh Anne, I'm sore-ee Face! :)

what i'd become.

Sound of rhythm and the sound of drums, People couldn't believe what I'd become.

I'm in Arizona for my Grandpa's funeral. I have bunches upon bunches of family here and I don't seem to fit anywhere at all. After the funeral I walked around outside the church singing and pretended I was in a music video. As surprising as this is, I am very clingy to my mom when I'm in Arizona. My siblings hate me and when I'm alone where there's lots of people around I need someone with me. I've ruined all love on the Jones side. It sometimes seems like there's still some there with some of the Aunts but none with my Nana and it makes me kinda sad. It's like everyone is so disappointed with me. I always bring myself to Arizona and they seem not to approve. They can't believe what I've become.

We were with the Hallsted side all day today. I could listen to Aunt Karen talk for hours! She's so layed back and such a Hallsted! So down to earth and... like a little ol' british lady or something. Fetch, obviously I'm suddenly very fond of her.

Two people complemented me on my Llama Sweater when I wore it to the Mesa Temple:)

First Post Ever

Well, I have never ever in my life made a blog all for myself so I am quite worried for the people who read this. I must warn you now that it will not be like those awesome peoples blogs with poems and cutesy stuffs and rhymes and did I spell rhymes right and beautiful stuffs that'll be all inspirational and all. Okay?

The secondish thing I should warn you about is... well, I'm like crazy. Third thing- Well, I never read over what I write cuz I know I'll delete it if I do.

I love y'all!.. and, obviously, milk:) -Brynnie