so this is how it works.

Once upon a last Thursday night, I was a little depressed but that terrible feeling was moved from me because I read this small part of the things you will all see when I am dead (if you ever comment on my blog you'll be invited to the rockin' funeral I'm gonna have!)- 'What a sweet life we have to live. I hope I am so fortunate as to have this feeling of peace and this happiness often. Sweet, sweet happiness. Nothing could be better. I'm absorbed into my own world of happiness and nothing could suck me out at this moment. ...(at this part you'll have to wait till I'm dead to read:) Don't come a killin' me in the night just cuz you wanna read it so bad, okay? jeez, what people do to read my thoughts these days. It's a little outta hand :) ... I love being so incredibly happy and I almost wish I was this way forever. But I still have enough common sense not to.' (Now this, this is an 'ittle something from while I am alive) Well, let us reflect on this... Well! Was I not the happiest girl!? I wish you all could really have felt how happy I was and for not a single reason at all. I just forced my Self into happiness. But... do you read that last part? I says, "I almost wish I was this way forever. But I still have enough common sense not to." I think about this a lot and I've probably written about it o here, but it's like this... If you're always happy then where's the room for the sadness to compare to the happiness? There would be no HAPPY if there was no SAD. Now would there? Young girl, don't cry...When there's no one else, look inside yourself." said the Christina Aguilera.

It's Not The Most Tragical Thing That Has Ever Happened To Me.

Tragedy has fallen among my life once again... I have to speak in sacrament meeting. Yes, at first I was very much (sorry Tyler) Pissed:) Especially because my mom told him I would do it for me. But I decided that I am going to face it like a true warrior. And from the feeling on my dear face and the increasingly swelling on that area right next to my nose, I can tell that I'm going to bravely be known as the girl who spoke in sacrememnt meeting witht he biggest zit known to man on her face. It'll be quite the heroic experience and I am thrilled to finally put my mark on history. more like my scar on history:) But with my newly cut bangs hiding my shining like a mirror forehead that Breton could apparently see his reflection in (don't worry, he pretty much announced it in our mythology class) and a gallon of make up and a few peoples clothes, I shall rebel against the natural fear of man. The fear of speaking in sacrament meeting. Oh but nothing can get worse than the last time I spoke:) Thhhhe Hhhholy Ghhhost and Hhhheavenly Fathhhher. Oh, it was lovely losing my voice at such a perfect time. It was probably the worst possible moment:)

The Day Of LaHve

As it be's the day of love and devotion... I will tell of some things that I love. Some rare and unusual things that almost nobody says they love on Valentines Day... or Thanksgiving. Probably not Christmas either but, as you can see, I am quite rare and unusual. Stuff of Love#1- Brynn Hallsted. Yes, I love me. Men, it would be just alkay if you told me you loved me everyday:) Stuff of Love#2- My Llama Sweater. Probably one of the many loves of my life. Stuff of Love#3- Them Stars Hanging From My Bedroom Ceiling. Ammon, I promise not to change them until you get back. They are rather spectacular if I say so myself. Stuff of Love#4- My Family. Nobody says they love MY family on Valentines day. My family is quite specialer than most:) We're different. Exceptionally different, especially after our new addition. Derek's nuts and he now looks like the guys from Prison Break:) (he went around our house pretending to shoot everyone and knock them out with guns and other such things. It was hilarious!) I hope you all will become his friend. Stuff of Love#5- My Kumquats. No one in the world put those things on their list of things they love... except maybe the other four 'fat' ladies (The Fat 5 is another one of our nicknames- Thanks Dad/Akhey Bro. George for making us feel so skinny:) I have a ridiculous amount of love for these women. Stuff of Love#6- My Bosom Friend, my Were Wolf Buddy, my man friend, my best friend who's not a very sour fruit (but I did spit one in his laundry basket once:) AKHEY- Tyler. He's the bestest Bosom Buddy in the world! Stuff of Love#7- Pretty much everything else and almost everyone else in the world!! (I say almost because I just recently was forced to start disliking someone... Yes, it's quite a new thing but it's debatabley quite an enjoyable pass time)

This Is Summer

There's something about summer that's more than just no school. It makes me happy just by thinking about it.

Last summer never actually ended for me. School has only been a small break from the wonderful summer of 2010. Summer's lasted a long time in me and I don't think it's leaving before the next:)

On the Radio by Regina Spektor reminds me of summer. Mozzarella sticks and Walmart. When I pull all nighters, I can feel summer. I put on sunscreen and it reminds me of the little kids putting it on at EFK:) Rachel, Jason, and Lizzy remind me of summer and I miss them so very much!

When we hang out with Coleman, it's summer too. Explorer Shorts, Dinosaur Shorts, Highlighter Shorts. Barefoot. Sister Simons. Running around in huge thunder and lightning storms! Thinking my mom shot Brenna when it was really only lightning in the field by our house:) P90X! Barefoot. Saying 'Naked' a lot. Barefoot Barefoot. Getting in trouble. and some Barefoot.

Driving to Youth Conference with John sitting behind me, touching my hair and us all singing 'Where are we going? John Moyles house!' Spitting Root Beer on Tyler. 'I'm gonna give all my secrets away.' and so I did. 'I want this to last. I need you by my side.' Cedar Hills 8th ward and EFY. Window!! 'Like a drunk but not.' Kaleb and John playing with my hair as Dani and others dragged me to go see ForFakesBlair with her:) Never stopped singing.

'When a heart breaks no it don't break even' My Kidnapping Kit:) Seeing Lone Peak with no shoes and getting in trouble. The night before High School. Omy. I now can't even remember why I cried so many tears of fear:) Summer was 'officially' over. But for me... nope. It was too good to end and the Summer of 2011 will be even better:)

What!?! It's Saran Wrap instead of Sarana Wrap!? Wow, why didn't anyone tell me!?

I kinda wish it was Yesterday.

This is what my face looked like yesterday:) Yup, it did.

Yesterday, this is what I wore. Well, kinda like this. But my hair was up in a high ponytail:) I now LOVE the highest of the high ponytails.

This is what we talked about yesterday on the way to mutual (by the way, the funnest car ride of my life!!)

And, at the end of yesterday, this is what I thought.

So, I only kinda wish it was Yesterday but then I realized that there's Tomorrow.